New adventures!

Goodness me o my I have been slacking. I guess when you start working full-time 12 hours shifts all you want to do on your days off is sleep. Seeing how there has been a lot that has happened the past several months let's get started on this quick summary:
 
Ok what is the fastest way to describe what has happened within the past 7ish months. The way I was initially doing it was taking too long and was boring. So, quick story. Once upon a time Holly started working at Hidden Hallow with individuals who has disabilities. I LOVED it there until I got a killer job offer at a different facility, Provo Rehab and Nursing! I LOVE it here! It was sad to say goodbye to Hidden Hallow, but it was a great stepping stone for the job I currently have. There was a time where I worked both at Hidden Hallow and Provo Rehab. That was exhausting. Well, I have been working at Provo Rehab for about 5 months now and I must say I absolutely love my residents and the staff I work with. I am learning so much and feeling like I make a difference.

Within the past several months I moved to Provo. In a way I was forced to since I now had a job, my sister was moving and it was mainly time to move on.... Having my sister move to Logan was really challenging for me. Not knowing she was roughly 10 minutes away was hard to come to terms with. The transition has been hard, but I am learning a lot about myself. I am learning my attitude has a lot to do with how my days go. I am slowly making new friends and the friends I am making are great! I love where I live and have such a great ward. I have the same calling I had in my old ward in Pleasant Grove. What are the odds of that!

I can't forget my new ride...I love my baby! Meet Phil

Now for the exciting news as to what I am to expect in the next week and a half. Drum roll PLEASE......I get to go on Vacation with my fabulous parents. My dad has meeting in San Diego. I was lucky enough to get work off and make a road trip. We leave October 27th and come back November 3rd. We will drive to Las Vegas and stay the night and of course see the strip. Then drive to Aneihim. (who knows how to spell that all I know is that is where Disneyland is located.) So EXCITED for Disneyland. It has been years since I last went. Then the next destination is San Diego! This place includes staying at Hotel Del. It is right on the beach. My mom and I are going to soon plan out our Itinerary which will include the spa, swimming, shopping, beach, FOOD, relaxation and parent daughter bonding! What a lucky girl I am. I get my parents ALL TO MYSELF! It's been a while. As for now that is my upcoming vacation. I don't want to think about having to drive back. haha

I will post lots and lots of pictures! You can trust me on that one!

Well time to go clean my room and do some laundry as well has get me some food from the grocery store! Here is a new Mormon messages! Love it! Daughters of God...it's a good reminder of the potential we all have. Hope I didn't bore you too much! However if you did get to the end of this that's a good sign I didn't. Until next time!

LOVE, Holly

Learning and Finding Hope

The following are a few thoughts I have had within the past few weeks/months that have really helped me conquer those definite curve balls life throws. I feel many times people under estimate me. They point out things such as:  “Holly is never sad”, “Holly is always so happy”, “You are always smiling”. Most of these things are true, but I am going to let you in on a little secret about dear Holly? Just like everyone else she has constant fears, worries, doubts, and unfortunately sheds many tears behind closed doors. Believe it or not the constant smile I wear is not so constant. However, I will provide the recipe that helps me over come the roller coaster of life. When I start to get in a Holly funk I remember these things and eventually it helps me come out of my stupor.

        Remember: When you are weak remember you are NEVER alone. When you are lost, scared to death, or feel like you can’t take one more step just look for the Lord’s hand and he will love us through these hard times. Look at yourself and ask…what does God see me as? He doesn’t expect a lot out of me he just wants me to do my best and that includes you too. Just be yourself because that is all you can be. Find who you are and love all that you are. Don’t judge and worry what others think. "Stop worrying about making a life for yourself. You have to eventually live it sometime." Enjoy the journey, "Have a little faith that something completely amazing is possible any day... And every now and then right when you least expect it, something amazing does happen."

All the things that break you make you strong. We can’t change the past because it is gone. These are lessons learned and we have to move on. I have learned you can’t wear your emotions on your sleeve. It just carries a BIG dark cloud around with you everywhere you go. Let’s put our big girl or boy pants on and learn something from all our experiences. My future is as bright as my faith. I know one day I will look back on my trials and see all the strength and knowledge I have gained from them. They will bless my life and help prepare for the future. 

I grew up watching the movie, “Annie” over and over. It has such a great message and Annie is such a sweetheart. This was one of my child hood role models and still is. I loved how she always looked on the bright side of things. Knowing that tomorrow would be a better day and singing how we aren’t fully dressed without a SMILE. Such true and powerful statements on how we need to face life. One particular source of comfort I’ve discovered is giving of myself. This brings a richness and dignity to my life, in spite of the troubles I endure. Service seems to provide laughter and in some form or another is ensures others to gain a smile. (I love to smile and laugh)

I know I have a best friend who will always be there to help lift the burdens off my heavy heart and supply band aids to my broken heart when I have run out. This special friend knows me and knows exactly how I feel. The pain goes away when I constantly and humbly seek the guidance and comfort from my Savior, Jesus Christ.  Through diligent prayer, trust and faith I have learned in the past I do receive answers to my prayers.

“When it hurts to look back and you’re afraid to look ahead. Look beside you and there will be your best friend. “

 

I know you will have your prayers answered, I know that you will become stronger through experience and I know that everything will be okay. Someday we will travel down a calm river where there is no sorrow or suffering felt. Have faith and trust. Sometimes that is all I am able to do is trust that the author of my story has a better ending in the current chapter I am in. President Monson: “…seek heavenly guidance one day at a time. Life by the yard is hard; by the inch it’s a cinch.

“Every tear that had to fall from my eyes, Every day I wondered how I'd get through the night, Every change, life has thrown me, I'm thankful, for every break in my heart, I'm grateful, for every scar, Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But they were lessons learned. "Lessons Learned" by Carrie Underwood  

--Such truth and hope this chorus brings. Keep going, don’t give up. Seek the true purpose of this life and we will be blessed beyond comprehension. Let's CELEBRATE!!!

Random Thoughts!

Here before your beloved reading eyes is a list of some things I have been doing the last few days:

1) Exercise: Well well well, your beloved friend Holly has remained faithful! I am going strong on day 4! And well, I FEEL GREAT! This workout I have been doing is extremely hard, but there is just something about the way I feel when I am done that makes it all worth it. I am determined...I am going to fit back into my size 4 interview skirt! It's a done thought--I'm going to do it!

My only wish would be that the amount of brain power and energy I put into studying and homework would burn as many calories as this crazy workout! K enough about that. MOVING ON! 

2) I am trying to fix up my sister's bike since mine is home in Idaho. Gas prices are insane and well I LOVE going on bike rides. (Not to mention it is great exercise) =D

3) I talked to my Grandma Sorensen today! <3 I LOVE her so much! It's always fun to talk to her. I was actually about to pick up the phone and call her when my phone rang. It was like reading my mind! Wonderful how that worked out right!?!


4) I want to give a shout out to my best friend: Hollie Wells! It is her half birthday TODAY =D

5) Well on Tuesday I went with my friends and had Sushi!! So GOOD! Yes, I loved it very much indeed. Sadly, I am pathetic and forgot to take pictures and I even had my camera in my purse...boo! I will get better with the picture taking.

I think I had Sushi once before. I recall a memory after a state drill competition where I went to a Japanese restaurant with my parents afterwards. This place was by a Ross in Boise. And the Japanese restaurant had these fantastic chips. They looked seriously looked like those foam pieces in packing boxes.

6) K well, other than doing homework and working hard to meet deadlines I decided to curl my hair. Well, I must say I have the curling hair process down to a science. I curled my hair in about 8-10 minutes. Yes that is right. Now, lucky for you I did document this fantastic hair. I LOVE it <3 Not to mention the next day it looked even better. It had the relaxed look and well I am impressed because it survived me exercising.

7)Oh and I almost forgot! I went with a few peeps to Taco Bell (Monday) and ordered there fantastic special. They have a Dorito shell with all the taco goodness inside. It was amazing. I ate honestly a ton! I'm still not satisfied. I must go back there soon! I will give it a few more days though haha

8) For FHE this week we did an Iron
Chef where we broke off into groups and cooked a food masterpiece.
The Bishopric judged the different group's foods. And I am so proud...my group got the best tasting! HURRAY...no need to worry everyone got an award.

So...I can see your glazed eyes through the computer screen. I am totally boring you, I know I know! BUT good news I am DONE with this post as of now! Until next time--Cheers

Blessed!

The Birthday count has officially begun! Yes yes yes this is correct it is 2 WEEKS from today! 14 DAYS! So, I would just like to talk about the celebration of my birth! I was born on March 26th at I believe 12:30 pm! It was a glorious day I must say! I mean what isn't exciting about ME haha =D jk (but no really) I was blessed with the greatest family and the BEST Mommy and Daddy! They mean the world to me and I can't imagine them not in my life. So, I think I was a pretty adorable child, so I must post a picture of ME!!!

Yup that's me! My sister took this picture! I think I was 9 months. I can't believe I was once that small! Aren't those giraffes absolutely adorable?!?

 Above: My siblings at our cabin-August 2010

Left: My amazing daddy! Look how handsome he is! <3

Below: My wonderful Mommy! LOVE her!!!

I truly believe I am the luckiest girl in the world! Life is an adventure! I am blessed beyond comprehension. People come and go in your life, but there will always be one constant thing--FaMILY! I LOVE my family!

(I desperately wish my camera wouldn't have lost all my pictures over Christmas break! I had a great current family photo!)

 Here's a random most current one I had on my computer! I love these little girls (the third sister was being shy)  Sorry the family picture below is blurry. We had an 8 year old friend of my nephew's take it. He was just a little shaky. haha 

So...kind of a picture over load, but as I think of my upcoming birthday it makes me ponder my family! The people who have been there for me through everything! These are the people who made me who I am today! They have taught me how to love, how to treat others and how to laugh at myself and life. People ask me why I am always smiling and the only excuse I can come up with is, what isn't there to smile about! Life is great! Smiling makes me happy and if it makes others happy then mission accomplished. Life is too short to dwell on the hard and trying times. Face life with a smile and things always seem to turn out! (Plus I had braces for 4 years and I need to show it off right?)

Life!

O my goodness I haven't posted anything since the end of December! Have no fear--Holly is here and really there hasn't been much of a change lately! Just taking online BSN nursing classes from BYU-Idaho again this semester. I am currently doing clinical within the American Fork, Utah area. The clinic and doctor I follow are fantastic. I started at the beginning of January and I have learned so much!

Currently, I am still looking for a Registered Nurse position. I would love to find one in a hospital setting, but if I can find a home health job I will take it! I am desperately wanting to get back into the health care area and start applying my skills as soon as I can. I love working with people and having the thought that I now can do things under my own license. It makes me really excited...I want a job. I am also starting to think of places I could move to. Sadly, Tara and Sterling are moving to Logan this summer and that means I am searching for a roof. Maybe a box will do...it will be the summer right! haha jk This makes me sad because I love the ward I currently go to. I also love living with my sister and her family. I almost feel I take it for granted some days. I truly love my sister and I am TRULY thankful for my sister and brother-in-laws hospitality. I hope they still like me after the next few months. haha

Well, that is really all the things occurring in my life other than I was able to go to a conference where Sister Julie B. Beck came to speak to the Young Single Adults in my stake. It was FANTASTIC. Other than that I have experienced a lot of stress, worry, 'tears' and wonder about the future and what is in store for me. Life is hard and truly is not as pleasant as I would hope for some days. I have found though that exercising does wonders for the mind (It takes my thoughts somewhere else). My goal is to lose some weight and fit back into my interview suit by the end of March.

I read a couple talks from Elder Holland this week and they really helped me a ton. One of them had a great quote that I absolutely adore (among many), "To any who may be struggling to see that light and find that hope, I say: Hold on. Keep trying. God Loves you. Things will improve. Christ comes to you in His "more excellent ministry" with a future of "better promises." He is your "high priest of good things to come" I really love what this means. To always have patience. Trust in the Lord and things will work out. Life is too short to worry all the time about the little things. The things I desire will happen when the Lord knows I am ready. I trust in Him and know the story he writes for me is better than the one I could write for myself.

Here is the talk if you are interested in reading it...A High Priest of Good Things to Come
...and yet another...Cast Not Away Therefore Your Confidence
Also I must apologize...I would love for anything to post pictures of Christmas and the beginning of January BUT sadly the card decided to take a dump and lost EVERYTHING!!! So, I don't have the Christmas family picture, candids with the family and a mighty fine adventure I had with some friends up in the hills near Pleasant Grove. Oh well, what can you do!

<3 Holly