The following are a few thoughts I have had within the past few weeks/months that have really helped me conquer those definite curve balls life throws. I feel many times people under estimate me. They point out things such as: “Holly is never sad”, “Holly is always so happy”, “You are always smiling”. Most of these things are true, but I am going to let you in on a little secret about dear Holly? Just like everyone else she has constant fears, worries, doubts, and unfortunately sheds many tears behind closed doors. Believe it or not the constant smile I wear is not so constant. However, I will provide the recipe that helps me over come the roller coaster of life. When I start to get in a Holly funk I remember these things and eventually it helps me come out of my stupor.
Remember: When you are weak remember you are NEVER alone. When you are lost, scared to death, or feel like you can’t take one more step just look for the Lord’s hand and he will love us through these hard times. Look at yourself and ask…what does God see me as? He doesn’t expect a lot out of me he just wants me to do my best and that includes you too. Just be yourself because that is all you can be. Find who you are and love all that you are. Don’t judge and worry what others think. "Stop worrying about making a life for yourself. You have to eventually live it sometime." Enjoy the journey, "Have a little faith that something completely amazing is possible any day... And every now and then right when you least expect it, something amazing does happen."
All the things that break you make you strong. We can’t change the past because it is gone. These are lessons learned and we have to move on. I have learned you can’t wear your emotions on your sleeve. It just carries a BIG dark cloud around with you everywhere you go. Let’s put our big girl or boy pants on and learn something from all our experiences. My future is as bright as my faith. I know one day I will look back on my trials and see all the strength and knowledge I have gained from them. They will bless my life and help prepare for the future.
I grew up watching the movie, “Annie” over and over. It has such a great message and Annie is such a sweetheart. This was one of my child hood role models and still is. I loved how she always looked on the bright side of things. Knowing that tomorrow would be a better day and singing how we aren’t fully dressed without a SMILE. Such true and powerful statements on how we need to face life. One particular source of comfort I’ve discovered is giving of myself. This brings a richness and dignity to my life, in spite of the troubles I endure. Service seems to provide laughter and in some form or another is ensures others to gain a smile. (I love to smile and laugh)
I know I have a best friend who will always be there to help lift the burdens off my heavy heart and supply band aids to my broken heart when I have run out. This special friend knows me and knows exactly how I feel. The pain goes away when I constantly and humbly seek the guidance and comfort from my Savior, Jesus Christ. Through diligent prayer, trust and faith I have learned in the past I do receive answers to my prayers.
“When it hurts to look back and you’re afraid to look ahead. Look beside you and there will be your best friend. “
I know you will have your prayers answered, I know that you will become stronger through experience and I know that everything will be okay. Someday we will travel down a calm river where there is no sorrow or suffering felt. Have faith and trust. Sometimes that is all I am able to do is trust that the author of my story has a better ending in the current chapter I am in. President Monson: “…seek heavenly guidance one day at a time. Life by the yard is hard; by the inch it’s a cinch.
“Every tear that had to fall from my eyes, Every day I wondered how I'd get through the night, Every change, life has thrown me, I'm thankful, for every break in my heart, I'm grateful, for every scar, Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But they were lessons learned. "Lessons Learned" by Carrie Underwood
--Such truth and hope this chorus brings. Keep going, don’t give up. Seek the true purpose of this life and we will be blessed beyond comprehension. Let's CELEBRATE!!!
